Sometimes I act like a jerk and make a fool of myself, and the self-recrimination and mortification is so painful that it makes me ill with vicious self-loathing. Sometimes I behave rather badly. Sometimes I am confronted with my physical weakness. Sometimes I am lying face down in a pool of my own sweat on a [...]
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Last night everything felt pointless, boring, and tedious. Life felt devoid of purpose. I wanted a giant cupcake really badly because my emotions felt so intense and throughout my life I guess I got really used to soothing myself in such a way. It felt horrible not going to my old go-to, you know? I [...]
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Monday, January 25, 2010
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